The Life of Sunshine

sunshine69 @ 2005-05-09T20:59:00

2005-05-10T01:00:57Z

hi!...well i havent written for a couple days, but yeh nothin new has been goin n, so yeh me and brent are fighting again!!!! me and bria hung out ths weekend and thats pretty much it....well im out, im pissed off

me

ehhhh

2005-05-03T01:30:32Z

hey whats up......well i dont have any exciting news today. i think the rain brought down me and brents whole "positive ways", everything was good....(expecially in the shower) ;-*....but then shit went down hill after that, i HATE that, and it all started over stupid shit...my belly button ring, we need to improve, both of us!!!.......well starting to change the subject, i need to loose some weight ive been eating WAy to much shit and i wanna look half way decent in my fuckin BIKNI lol....expecally if me and brent go to the beach alot. speakin of the beach, ive been really upset about something, and its that brents goin to florida and im stuck here, i hope being away for a week doesnt fuck up our relationship!! we also have to miss prom!! that SUCKSSSSSS, im tryin not to be a bitch cuz maybe he'll wanna stay if he falls back in love with me like he did when we first started going out but i dont know if that would happen........well im out ill be back tommarrow, im suspended AgAIN....another day with out my love by my side..

<3 ME

i dunno......im back!!!!!

2005-05-02T01:35:58Z

hey there.......wow i havent ritten in here for a while, but i think ill start to do it more often. Well what do i talk about? lifes good right now...me and Brent arent fighting as much as we usd to and we're enjooying being together much more. He just got his licence not to long ago and well its really cool and all and im happy for him, but it jjust seems like lately hes too busy for me and doesnt want me to be near his family, but i dunno hopefully it will pass, i just wish i could drive in his damn car and spend more time with him. well i was just writing because i avent for a while, but ill be back maybe tomarrow when i have better news...!!! Plus Brent's on his way over!!!(thats why im hyper)

<3 ME

Lonely

2003-10-30T01:35:38Z

Hey.......i am feeling very lonely and sad and Depressed right now and its about a fucking guy......well sum of it.......i like this guy and i have a feeling that he doesnt like me and likes Amanda....and she likes him too(<< kno 4 a fact).....and i dunno right now it feelis like there is no one out there for me.....like ill be lonely forever! AHHHHHH....i have a new lil saying: Drink sum keggs...smoke a joint...party hard...whats the point?!....drugs are cool ~*~sex~*~ is heavin...cuz Baybee we da class of 2007 BYE!!!!!!

sunshine69 @ 2003-10-19T12:41:00

2003-10-19T16:48:25Z

hey....i havent ritten in a while but, im riting now... yesterday i went to this auction thing with my mom i Winsor and i gt thins awesome ring, and my mom bought me this realy fuzzy blanket for $110.00!!! i was like "YAY" lol...but yeah were redoing my room and its going to be black,grey,white,and pink....it will be done soon....im really sad and happy, only cuz i havent seen my cat gwen for like 2 days and she's been out side for all of the time...and cuz 2 of the kittens died...but yeaaaa theres still 5 left...im also getting a new cell phone so i cant wait 4 that either...all my friends r starting to hate me cuz im turning ghett...and that makes me sad too....yeaa but im gunna go so yeaaaa ttyl? ~*~Britt~*~

sunshine69 @ 2003-08-04T10:42:00

2003-08-04T14:52:37Z

hey omg i am so happy right now!!!well u kno how i went to Brians house yesterday, well i guess shannon got mad because of it and so he was fighting with this girl kelly too, and she was like "so what did u and Brittany do?" so he was like evrything so then shannon ims him and she was like what did u do with Brittany and he was like "everything, we were playing truth or dare and Bria dared us to do stuff, and we did it" I WAS SO HAPPY hehehe lol but ya then shannon calls me this morning and shes all like "im sorry Brittany" and all that shit but then she asked me if i did stuff w/brian and i was silent for a sec and she was like"BRITTANY!!!" and i was like "what" even tho i didnt do any thing with him, but i was calling her a whore on the internet because she was being a bitch about me and Brian likeing eachother, so i called her that and and she like "so u can call me a slut when u fucked Brian????" so then i just told her we didnt do anything...but i wish i didnt tho, but o well...and i also wish i did actually do that hehehe.........lol, but then this morning i imed him and his awaymessage was "sleeep'nnn dreamin bout sum1, u kno who u are :-D...so now i feel all special and shit lolbut yah thas my story! well i g2g BYE!!!

sunshine69 @ 2003-08-03T13:45:00

2003-08-03T17:49:18Z

i am so cold right now i just got out of the pool and the airconditioner is on and it is FREEZING!!! but ya thas all i wanted to say BYE!!!

hey

2003-08-03T03:53:36Z

i am so bored right now but im happy too! whanna kno y? because tommarow im going to Brians house with one of my bestfriends Bria!i am soooo looking foward to it!I wish i was at the concert at the TKB club right now but noooo im stuck at home with my mom!all of my friends went and i couldnt because my mom said no cuz she be out of town today!god sum times she really annoys me but thas ok i still like her.......anyways, i am just sitting around i watched 2 movies in a row!! i havent been home for that long in a wicked well,long time lol.......i watched legally blonde and i watched crossroads (it was all that was on and there ok movies too, i guess) well i g2g bye!!!

sunshine69 @ 2003-07-29T19:56:00

2003-07-30T00:04:37Z

omg i am so happy right now i am going to my ex(and friend) Brians house!!!well i still need to talk to him about it but i think im gonna go. were gonna rent and watch the ring........u kno the movie...my friend Bria might go too(if she wants)its gonna be so fun!!! YAY!!!!OMG school starts so soon im NOT ready for it!!!i guess it'll be ok but im scared ill DEFANETLY get lost and be really scared lol...thas ok ill just go hide in the corner of the hallway and wait until some nice person comes up to me and askes me were i need to go and give me directions lol well i need to go so BYE!!!!!

sunshine69 @ 2003-07-17T21:41:00

2003-07-18T01:51:57Z

Hey......i am so bored!!! today i went to the mall with jessica V. and we went to hot topic and i got some really cool pants and then we got droped off at Mcdonalds and we got some food and then we walked to stop and shop...then we walked to Kmart and got some necklaces and some condoms...he he he lol well i g2g but thas what happened........lol well bye!!!

:(

2003-07-17T02:00:58Z

well.....my heart just got broken to day....well not really broken cuz i didnt really love him,well maybe but i liked him alot!!!and he cut me to day becaue i didnt see him enough and shit!well he said he still wants to be my friend but.....i dont really kno if he's just saying it to be nice but i REALLY need some advice on what i should do about it!!! I really want to tell him how i feel........but i just dont really kno how to ya kno???well i g2g
~Britt~

Stafford!!!

2003-07-15T00:10:35Z

well.......yesterday my friend Rachael picked me up and we went to this place and they have goats there and we got to feed them with bottles (the baby ones) and it was so CUTE!!! lol well later that day we went next door and had a barbeque at Rach's moms friend house and we went swimming and all that. so after we left we asked her mom where we were sleeping and she walked us to this cabin in the middle of the woods and we sleept there and it was so cool but rach keept freeking out but then the next day went swimming again and then her mom drove me home.

sunshine69 @ 2003-07-10T12:16:00

2003-07-10T17:44:13Z

Nate: hey
PrtyGurl628: hey
PrtyGurl628: what's up?
Nate: heyy
Nate: nuttin
Nate: you
PrtyGurl628: same
PrtyGurl628: same
PrtyGurl628: bored
Nate: that sucks
Nate: brett goin friday?
PrtyGurl628: no hes going to his friends house
Nate: oo
Nate: wanna make out at the concert?
Nate: lol
PrtyGurl628: ummm..........thas random
Nate: lol eh well i like ya and all so iw aned too
PrtyGurl628: k
PrtyGurl628: i guess
Nate: lol would ya let me fdo anything else
PrtyGurl628: ummm i dont care
Nate: hmm cool..
Nate: VERY cool
Nate: lol
PrtyGurl628: lol
Nate: no period right?
PrtyGurl628: omg
PrtyGurl628: i didnt mean that
Nate: lol
Nate: but you dont got it right lol
PrtyGurl628: no
Nate: when you get it?
PrtyGurl628: y?
Nate: lol j/w
Nate: ?
Nate: ..
PrtyGurl628: h/o
PrtyGurl628: ill brb
Nate: k
Nate: k
PrtyGurl628: actually,u kno what...no,im not gonna make out with u.
u
coulda asked me when we were going out...and i like brian and he likes
me and i
dont wanna do that to him so
i cant
PrtyGurl628: sorry
Nate: whoaaa
PrtyGurl628: what?
Nate: nothing
Nate: nvm
PrtyGurl628: well........
Nate: well nvm
Nate: not even a week ago you told me you liekd me so i
started
to liek you more and now yurou saying you liek soem brian kid so w/e
Nate: so kinda confusing...
PrtyGurl628: ya it is
Nate: so now ya liek brian?
Nate: who is brian anyway
PrtyGurl628: he lives in tolland
Nate: well ok... i guess ill move onto trying to leik
soem one
esle
PrtyGurl628: ya
PrtyGurl628: sorry
Nate: w/e
PrtyGurl628: i change my mind bout guys alot and some times i hurt
them so
im sorry
Nate: dude w/e
PrtyGurl628: ok
PrtyGurl628: so....u've been talking to Bria alot, what do u think
of
her???
Nate: hyper.
PrtyGurl628: lol
PrtyGurl628: she seems shy but when u get to kno her she really is,
but
she's really nice
PrtyGurl628: (she really is hyper)
Nate: she's hyper and your confusing.. and jess is just
plain
cool
PrtyGurl628: lol
PrtyGurl628: so y dont u like jess??
Nate: cause im her freind.
PrtyGurl628: ooo what about Bria
PrtyGurl628: ???
Nate: not my type
PrtyGurl628: ooo
PrtyGurl628: and who is ur type?
Nate: idk
PrtyGurl628: ooo
PrtyGurl628: ya........
Nate: ya
Nate: your mean... ya needa let people no when yoru ovce
rthem..
PrtyGurl628: what?
Nate: you need to let someone kno you dont liek that
person
anymore because i was really acaully starting to likein you
PrtyGurl628: well im sorry but i did like u...well i thought i did
and now
im realizing that if u truly liked me then u wouldnt have cut me cuz
jay gave
me a hug soooo.....i REALLY am sorry tho
Nate: that was howlong ago?
PrtyGurl628: i kno but im just saying that i dont wanna get bac into
that
PrtyGurl628: cuz i liked u SOOO much
Nate: well w/e caus ethat was a long time ago and im
wicked
different now but w.e
PrtyGurl628: and then u cut me and i dont want that to happen again
Nate: i just said im differnet...
Nate: i dont even get mad about anythign now
PrtyGurl628: im not mad
PrtyGurl628: ooo
PrtyGurl628: my b
PrtyGurl628: whoops
Nate: im sayin cause of teh jay thing
PrtyGurl628: ya i get it now
Nate: ya...
PrtyGurl628: well..........r u mad at me now???
Nate: no just upset
PrtyGurl628: o

And so thats what has been happening in my life latley and im not quite sure if i should tell brian what happened. I feel guilty now and he's suppose to be asking me out really soon like any day........but w/e. And if u were wondering me and Nate went out a little while ago and he broke my heart. but now i like Brian.